Loads of things have happened the past few weeks, or months? I don't even remember the last time I logged in here. It's sad, I tell ya. The first month here I was so dedicated to it, but then things get complicated and busy, I just have no time to deal with my blog, not even checking my mail box.
In fact, I have continually jotting down and taking pictures of the topics that I want to share with you guys. Places I have not visited for so long, or new recipes that I want to let you take a look... so many fun stuff. However, life is hard, it just seems like destiny loves to go against you from time to time. OR sometimes, it's just you yourself want to believe in this way, adding more dramatic, making it interesting to tell, believing that your are the centre of the whole story. People say adults don't dream as much as kids do, I say they dream even more. They dream they are billionaires, they dream to have the body of super model, They Dream To Be Someone BIG.
I dreamt big, I dreamt I could write at lest one post every other day, I dreamt I hit the jet point and so I can study aboard. It's never the reality, at least not the moment...
Today is the release of my A-Level result. Nothing to be excited about. I think I should be more depressed than how I am feeling right now, but seriously, I feel okay. Maybe this is the core problem - that I feel okay about it.
Anyway, this is the Reality, this is the reality that I have to face, that I brought myself into. I do thank God that I have so much support from the people who love me, especially my mom. She took a day off from her work, and walked all over the places with me all day long. And we have a strong typhoon coming in Hong Kong today, so everywhere was raining and windy. She always has bad legs, but she's still willing to go with me and be my guide. I'm 19 and sure I should be responsible for my future and study. Many parents nowadays would only offer financial support, but I get much more from my parents. They do give useful advice and and try their best to analyze the situation to me.
She is right, I am lucky. Lucky to have her by my side all day, so I won't be like other zombies walking around soullessly.
It's now 0105, I had a beer with my friend. That is another story to tell. I just want to tell you I am sleepy and typhoon signal has already stated 8/10. I heard it would be 9/10 tomorrow morning, so hope that I will have a sweet dream.
Hope you have a good day and be kind to your family. We sometimes would get harsh to them, because we get used to the unconditional love they give us. In fact, we may not deserve it. So just be kind to your loved ones, ok?
Love, S
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